All This…

Since the very beginning, to the ending. Was it all supposed to end like this? Was ever anything that could be done to change the outcome? Is destiny already predicted, written somewhere or do we write it every day with our actions?

There are so many questions in my head that need to be answered, and for my bad luck, there is no one that knows these answers. The only time that I thought that all my questions were cleared, eradicated was when… oh well you already know, it was when I meet you. But now I comprehend that you didn´t answered any of my questions, you just clouded my mind making me forgot about them or at least that was what I thought. You were not water to my thirstiness, rather you were alcohol calming me momentary and also making me see my life blurry and happy, all this was out of the reality. When you finally were gone, the pain and thirstiness returned almost overwhelming to my taste, I thought that I could not stand is, that I could not bear it…